tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post3877428646255527670..comments2023-10-19T20:24:30.761+08:00Comments on Orpheus Sings the Guitar Electric: WoYoPracMo | What Am I Supposed to Learn Here?darkorpheushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-80584940509874301552008-03-13T21:34:00.000+08:002008-03-13T21:34:00.000+08:00JP I once had a birthday right after removing a wi...<B>JP</B> I once had a birthday right after removing a wisdom tooth. It was horrible!<BR/><BR/>So it's always important to give thanks for the little things. <BR/><BR/>You know that game where you tell someone NOT to think about the Pink Elephant? Trying to suppress it is useless, so at least I can try to think about it in a less scary way -- like Kiwi Fruit.<BR/><BR/>Hee.darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-55797426310673055572008-03-13T18:35:00.000+08:002008-03-13T18:35:00.000+08:00oh no, cate blanchett...!well, thats brilliant the...oh no, cate blanchett...!<BR/><BR/>well, thats brilliant the way you're thinking about it, thinking that at least on your birthday you can be up and about! <BR/><BR/>i suppose one can think that there's nothing to do, so kind of not think about it. but thats far easier said than done - and i definitely can't do that. but i suppose thats what one has to try to do...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-47559076874440200782008-03-13T09:10:00.000+08:002008-03-13T09:10:00.000+08:00ImaniThank you. I'm still around so it's never too...<B>Imani</B>Thank you. I'm still around so it's never too late. ;p<BR/><BR/>I guess that overseas trip is just not meant to be. But I have just been informed there are changes to that overseas assignment. Again. So, let's see.darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-34044959669839822062008-03-13T01:12:00.000+08:002008-03-13T01:12:00.000+08:00I never get the supposed "character building" qual...I never get the supposed "character building" quality of such developments either. I am late to send you my good wishes and thoughts but I really do hope you come out of this A-OK with another opportunity to take that overseas buying trip, too!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-26772834158259016002008-03-12T22:44:00.000+08:002008-03-12T22:44:00.000+08:00Ovidia Strawberry myoplex? You are a bad influence...<B>Ovidia</B> Strawberry myoplex? You are a bad influence. ;p<BR/><BR/>Wow. Thank you for offering to loan me the Richard Freeman CDs. That's a lot of trust for a stranger you've never met. I might be REALLY irresponsible and shameless and you will never get them back. (That said -- I am the responsible sort that always make sure I return stuff to people in good condition)<BR/><BR/>But it's okay -- thank you -- I've enough stuff in the house to keep me busy. Maybe I might even try to finish reading Proust. I'm down to the last 3 books, so it's a good time to pick up where I left off.<BR/><BR/>And would you have pictures of your "Mickey Mouse"? I heard they take pictures of these things and we can actually request for a copy from the hospital.<BR/><BR/>We're now calling my cyst the "Kiwi Fruit" -- it's about that size afterall. And it puts the thing in perspective.<BR/><BR/><B>JP</B> Exactly! If I can get it done today, I would. But then again, it would mean I have to lie in bed on my birthday. At least I get to move around and party before the surgery. <BR/><BR/>Give and take, yeah? <BR/><BR/>Downside is: I have tickets to watch Cate Blanchett play a manifestation of Bob Dylan (the film "I'm Not There") and I will be in bed!darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-10637175200166916292008-03-12T18:42:00.000+08:002008-03-12T18:42:00.000+08:00oh no!!!! oh no.and i totally understand about you...oh no!!!! oh no.<BR/><BR/>and i totally understand about you being upset about that with regards to your birthday. its like you can't really enjoy it when you know thats coming up. it would almost be better to have it done before your birthday, so that even though you're in discomfort, you'd at least have the worry over...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-4013898453381626092008-03-12T17:56:00.000+08:002008-03-12T17:56:00.000+08:00Gosh--horrible--but one (small) comfort nugget. I ...Gosh--horrible--but one (small) comfort nugget. I had a growth cut out of me too, years ago--they called it a 'Mickey Mouse' because it was a lump with lumps like ears growing out of it... but the 'comfort' part is--thanks largely to yoga (I believe) even though I had 4 inches of stitches down my front abdomen I found I felt pretty good the next day, in fact I got out of bed & walked to the windows. You may find the recovery/ convalescence time is greatly over-estimated. No, don't push it but the time off may turn out great... & yes--it will be benign will be benign will be benign... good health, protection & blessings to you, dear!<BR/><BR/>& the Richard Freeman Studio Talks I ordered just arrived 2 sets of 2 CDs each, if you want them (sorry but I'm talking loan not gift!) I will get them to you somehow? You can shut your eyes & just listen?<BR/><BR/>& for the pig's blood substitute... strawberry myoplex?Ovidiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08041488850543213930noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-25027249419618143082008-03-12T17:44:00.000+08:002008-03-12T17:44:00.000+08:00Bybee Really appreciate the warm thoughts. Please ...<B>Bybee</B> Really appreciate the warm thoughts. Please send them my way! <BR/><BR/>I told all my colleagues about the dismissive attitude of the company doctor. At one point we were really agitated and we talked about how we should throw pig's blood at her office door. (It's an Asian thing)<BR/><BR/>Then I remember I'm vegetarian and trying to be Buddhist, so that's bad. ;pdarkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-11453909864533748212008-03-12T14:53:00.000+08:002008-03-12T14:53:00.000+08:00Three inches IS huge...it's a wonder you weren't w...Three inches IS huge...it's a wonder you weren't writhing in pain twenty-four/seven. I'm still reeling about your company doctor being such an idiot. Hooray for you for being proactive, but you shouldn't have had to take it into your own hands! Did I mention that your doctor was a careless idiot? Grrr.<BR/>Be good to yourself, Dark Orpheus. I'm sending warm thoughts that the time will pass quickly and you'll be back to yoga almost before you know it.Bybeehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10061186489010154661noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-66780592573371232592008-03-12T11:40:00.000+08:002008-03-12T11:40:00.000+08:00quietletters I just realised there was one time I ...<B>quietletters</B> I just realised there was one time I asked the universe for some quiet reading time.<BR/><BR/>Now I'm looking at 4 weeks of bed rest. Is that an answer, you think? :)<BR/><BR/>Thank you for the good thoughts. I will try to take care.darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-15980214545531825272008-03-12T11:37:00.000+08:002008-03-12T11:37:00.000+08:00Ailuros I'm so sorry about that. The doctor did sa...<B>Ailuros</B> I'm so sorry about that. The doctor did say if things don't go well, they might have to remove the ovary. That's out of my hands though, so. <BR/><BR/>You're right. Yoga off the mat is under-rated -- probably because it's so much harder.<BR/><BR/>Thank you for the concern. I think I just need to let go of the trip. One of my colleague told me I'm not missing much.<BR/><BR/>Still, it would be cool to have a Dubai custom stamp on my passport. :)darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-46961703524426776832008-03-12T09:48:00.000+08:002008-03-12T09:48:00.000+08:00i am sure you will be alright and sad to hear that...i am sure you will be alright and sad to hear that you have to gone through this experience and the trip. It's usually strange as i realised that much things happened around birthday months, either hit by a sense of reality check, wondering what to do with my life or something happened. i believed that things happened for a reason though i am still searching for the answer. i had a lump removed last year. scared the hell out of it.googled alot. googled for fact but pls dun let your imagination went wild. think factual and best to take things one at a time. Rest of the stuff will falls into places. you will do fine. Do rest well. the daily routine might breaks alittle, it will be good if you take the chance to try something different and you might discover something. you could take the chance to catch up on your books, movies, music ... anything. There's always a chance to be in any part of the world when you are well and ready. Take care ; ) quietlettersAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-82369363488461787832008-03-12T09:14:00.000+08:002008-03-12T09:14:00.000+08:00Melanie Thank you -- I'm wondering if it's the wor...<B>Melanie</B> Thank you -- I'm wondering if it's the world forcing me to lie still because I've been in a whirlwind of restlessness these days. <BR/><BR/>I've been trying very hard to think on the positive side. But that usually means being ironic in the face of unpleasant situation. :)<BR/><BR/><B>Iliana</B> Thank you for the good wishes -- I really wonder if I have any yoga knowledge/wisdom left. Just have to muddle my way through this.darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-73756406277844222312008-03-12T09:11:00.000+08:002008-03-12T09:11:00.000+08:00I am so very sorry to hear this. I had to have a c...I am so very sorry to hear this. I had to have a cyst removed that was on my right ovary. Lost the ovary too. So, yeah, great big hugs to you, my dear, and if you need to talk, I'm here. <BR/><BR/>Yoga off the mat is underrated. Not enough people do it. I know being still will be hard for you but after awhile perhaps you'll come to enjoy meditation?<BR/><BR/>I'm sorry about the trip. :(Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-50002856047966139552008-03-12T06:53:00.000+08:002008-03-12T06:53:00.000+08:00So sorry you have to go through this. Not just the...So sorry you have to go through this. Not just the surgery but then the medical costs too. Argh. I hope you'll be able to use all of your yoga knowledge to still your mind. I know I'm a worrier and that's the hardest thing to do. Sending you lots of good wishes and vibes for a successful surgery.Ilianahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07026669671843769219noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-8367813595730626202008-03-11T23:41:00.000+08:002008-03-11T23:41:00.000+08:00Nymeth Mental yoga is hard. Just trying to get all...<B>Nymeth</B> Mental yoga is hard. Just trying to get all the paperwork done for the op is a Herculean task in itself. Who needs all these forms?<BR/><BR/><B>Heather</B> Enough about me -- when is your biopsy result due? I know it's a stupid question -- but it is serious?darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-58070492999212258612008-03-11T23:35:00.000+08:002008-03-11T23:35:00.000+08:00I'm sorry that you have to go through this. But it...I'm sorry that you have to go through this. But it is not cancerous! Keep thinking of the 'good' part... it IS really hard to see any reason for things, though, I agree.Melwykhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04885378201188978664noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-18419675401580693202008-03-11T19:54:00.000+08:002008-03-11T19:54:00.000+08:00This totally sucks! Believe me, I know that is an ...This totally sucks! Believe me, I know that is an understatement. I sympathize because I am myself waiting on biopsy results. You will be ok! Things happen for a reason - I never know what reason. Mental Yoga - do mental yoga.Heatherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13979896448183348883noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-23469620000404472802008-03-11T18:33:00.000+08:002008-03-11T18:33:00.000+08:00Don't worry too much about what you will learn fro...Don't worry too much about what you will learn from this just now. It often takes time for those things to become clear. It's only after the situation has been dealt with that you can see how it made you grow as a person.<BR/><BR/>It's too bad that you won't be able to do yoga, but try not too worry too much about that either...like you said, you can still do meditation.Ana S.https://www.blogger.com/profile/16092495983972185943noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-59512556396467008672008-03-11T15:09:00.000+08:002008-03-11T15:09:00.000+08:00Yogamum Thank you for the encouragement -- and the...<B>Yogamum</B> Thank you for the encouragement -- and the reminder that it's *all* yoga. <BR/><BR/>But one month of gentleness -- that's a real test of being still.<BR/><BR/><B>Matt</B> Thank you -- I'm actually looking forward to 1 month of no-work. Imagine the reading time! But I'll probably be horizon for at least 1~2 months. *sigh*<BR/><BR/><B>WoYo Chris</B> Oh yes, it's big. I never do anything in moderation. :|<BR/><BR/>The doctor actually asked if I would like to donate the cyst to research. I said, "Go ahead." What am I going to do with it? Put it in a jar and bring it home?<BR/><BR/>Apparently dermoid cyst sometimes grow hair and teeth. (I kid you not. I googled) Which, if you think about it, is plain "Eewwww"<BR/><BR/><B>Ah Leng</B> I totally intend to obey doc's orders and stay in bed. <BR/><BR/>But I'm a little sore about the business trip. I really want to see Dubai!darkorpheushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02565452271408221461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-76691993042220513312008-03-11T09:40:00.000+08:002008-03-11T09:40:00.000+08:00Nothing happens without a reason.You may not see t...Nothing happens without a reason.<BR/><BR/>You may not see the reason now, nor even in the near future, but i think some day when you look back, you may just realise what that elusive reason is.<BR/><BR/>At least that's what i tell myself for all those things that i just cannot rationalise.<BR/><BR/>Don't go back to yoga or any slightly strenuous activity after your op, because the wound needs time to heal. Even if you are feeling restless and frustrated, don't push it. That 4 weeks of leave is meant for you to rest. <BR/><BR/>Take care, and i'll be there to visit and irritate you.Ah Lenghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16955496299032074166noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-91044482646541401752008-03-11T09:27:00.000+08:002008-03-11T09:27:00.000+08:00First of all, I'd just like to say that 3 inches i...First of all, I'd just like to say that 3 inches is freakin' huge! <BR/><BR/>B. I believe that you are strong, and smart, and possibly stubborn in addition to being a nice person. All of these things are going to work in your favor.<BR/><BR/>Thirdly -- although I understand that losing the trip and a month of yoga will suck, I am strangely reassured that those are the things you are worrying about.<BR/><BR/>4) Not! Cancer! The vast majority of these cysts are benign. I googled it, so don't worry too much.<BR/><BR/>Fifth, the scar could be an interesting conversation piece, in the right setting.<BR/><BR/>And last, please know that lots of people are wishing you well. You'll get through this whatever happens, so try not to stress too much.<BR/><BR/>And did I mention that 3 inches is freakin' huge? If they give you pictures, I hope you will share.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-44847687895454417472008-03-11T07:48:00.000+08:002008-03-11T07:48:00.000+08:00Don't worry about yoga, just make sure you get lot...Don't worry about yoga, just make sure you get lots of rest after the surgery. As for the cyst, just breathe (like in yoga) and don't think too much of it. You'll just be fine. I'm sure you'll find something to keep yourself occupied, like books, dvds, and talking with friends.<BR/><BR/>Hugs.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15914227.post-52548986191729705782008-03-11T00:45:00.000+08:002008-03-11T00:45:00.000+08:00Gosh, I am sorry to hear about the cyst, but glad ...Gosh, I am sorry to hear about the cyst, but glad that it is treatable and quite unlikely to be cancerous.<BR/><BR/>I'm sure you will find a way to integrate something "yogic" into your convalescence. Gentle breathing with meditation...shoulder stretches... reading yoga texts... It's *all* yoga. Be gentle with yourself and you will find a way that works for you.Yogamumhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02736784200874589271noreply@blogger.com