Sunday, August 24, 2008

DVD | Clueless Guy Goes, "Kimberly Deal. Like The Breeders."

I was just watching the documentary loudQUIETloud on DVD, about the Pixies when they reunited for a sold-out tour in 2004.

One of the advantages of watching a film on DVD are the Extra Features, like the deleted scenes.

In one of the deleted scenes from the DVD, where Kim Deal (bassist and vocalist for the Pixies) goes to a music shop. She was paying for her purchase with her credit card, and the guy at the store remarked, "Kimberly Deal. Like The Breeders." (Kim Deal is lead vocalist and guitarist for The Breeders)

The guy went on to ask if Kim Deal listens to The Breeders. Kim says "No", and the guy just continues, telling her they are "really a cool band, actually."

Deal has this look of utter disbelief, which is just priceless.

OLYMPICS | More Pictures on the Norwegian Team

I was wrong. I couldn't spend the whole day packing my room, so I watched the Olympics handball finals on my laptop again. Then I started surfing the net for more pictures of the Norwegian team.

So, yes, there's more.


Women's Handball is not a sport for the delicate.

Just found this picture, where Katja lifts Russian player Polenova off the ground during defense. I replayed that scene many times and it still makes me laugh.

Group hug. Because the Olympics is all about the hugging.

A little note: Marit Breivik, coach for the Norwegian national team, is the only female coach for Women's Handball in the Beijing Olympics. She has been with the Norwegian team for the past 10 years. For the World Championship, her team took the title in 1999 and second place in 2007 (I believe they lost to Russia. This Olympics victory is sweet revenge) The girls are also champions of the European Women's Handball Championships in 1998, 2004 and 2006.

Coach Breivik (left), with Katja Nyberg

Love you, Coach.


Norwegian Captain Gro Hammerseng (center), blissed out and beautiful.

Fooling around.


The champions, looking less sweaty.

Why is Gro wearing a big T-shirt?

Too Many Books

Update on packing my books: 13 boxes full, and I am not even one-third done. The place is in a mess right now. I will have to throw out the old books that I'm never going to re-read to save space.

Reality will eventually make itself known to you, that there is something such as "too many books".

I have to stop buying books. Effective today.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

OLYMPICS | Norway Takes GOLD for Women's Handball!

Norway vs Russia: 34-27

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Photos: Philippe Huguen/Scanpix/AFP]



This will be the last of my Olympics related posts for 2008. I think.

Packing My Life Into Cardboard Boxes: Introduction

Never let it be said that I am not melodramatic. Let me introduce a new feature on my other blog, "Packing My Life Into Cardboard Boxes". In this series, I finally begin the process of packing up my life in preparation for Dubai. If all goes well, I should be there in September 2008. It will be right in the middle of Ramadan, when the locals begin their month-long fast and all things slow down. Important things like work-permit applications.

As always, my timing is impeccable.

Read Day I, where I was distracted by a long forgotten book.

It all begins with a single cardboard box. Books goes in.

Friday, August 22, 2008

FRIDAY FILL-INS #86



1. Dancing to the Strictly Ballroom soundtrack while singing makes me glad there's no one recording this.

2. The last time I ended a relationship I nearly fell to pieces.

3. When I drive I will be breaking the law.

4. I saw someone I care about standing up to a bully of a boss.

5. Give me patience, give me strength, give me peace of mind.

6. Next week I am looking forward to packing my life into cardboard boxes.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to reading The Idiot, tomorrow my plans include watching the Olympics Women Handball Finals and Sunday, I want to watch the band Pixies on DVD!

Patricia Barber's Mythologies

"I love the relationship that anyone has with music: because there’s something in us that is beyond the reach of words, something that eludes and defies our best attempts to spit it out. It’s the best part of us, probably, the richest and strangest part...." -Nick Hornby, Songbook

I feel the need to confess that jazz is still something of an acquired taste with me. Maybe it's the snob association of jazz music with "high art" that intimidates the working-class girl in me. I can only say I am trying. This means I'm leaving myself open to recommendations, as well as a willingness to admit when a song eludes me.

By some twist of fate, I found a live-stream of one of the songs on Patricia Barber's album, Mythologies. The theme of the album intrigued me:  each song on Mythologies focuses on a mythological character in Ovid’s Metamorphoses - among them, Morpheus, Pygmalion, Orpheus, Persephone and Narcissus. A blend of mythology and music. So very interesting.

"Imagine if you'd never heard jazz before.... you stumbled in after work for a drink.... you might think that jazz is an Ancient Greek music." ~ Patricia Barber

Granted, I am still not an expert on jazz music, but I really enjoyed listening to "Persephone". I've included a Youtube video of a performance below. Enjoy.

“Persephone” is fun, fun, fun – she’s such a wonderful character. There wasn’t quite enough in Ovid about her. She’s in Book Five – abducted by Hades and taken to the underworld and then in Book Ten as one of the judges of Orpheus’s plea. So I went back to Homer, the origin of the written story of Persephone, and I read Dante because I was curious about Hell. I seized poetic license and created a story in which Persephone ends up liking her power down there. She is the only god who can traverse the upper- and underworlds. She becomes Virgil leading an angel through hell, trying to corrupt her as she is showing signs of weakness. She will use anything at her disposal to get what she wants. It’s a song of seduction. ~ Patricia Barber

"She must respect me..."

I read the article online a few days ago, but I only found it today. It's the story of how Russian pole vaulter, Yelena Isinbayeva "stuck it" to US competitor Jenn Stuczynsky for the latter's comment before the event. Stuczynsky was perhaps feeling a little cocky, so she made the comment that she hope to "do some damage," and "kick some Russian butt."

There is competitiveness and then there is arrogance. Stuczynsky would soon learn her mistakes when Yelena Isinbayeva picked up the gauntlet that was thrown. She did it not just by beating Stuczynsky's 48.0 metres. She came back for more and she cleared 5.05 metres - a world record.

I love Isinbayeva's statement at the end:

"She must respect me and ... know her position."

Isinbayeva doesn't ask for respect. She takes it. This is why I love the Olympics. Such drama! This is the stuff that soap operas are made of - and it's all here on the Olympics!

BOOKING THROUGH THURSDAY | Libraries

Whether you usually read off of your own book pile or from the library shelves NOW, chances are you started off with trips to the library. (There’s no way my parents could otherwise have kept up with my book habit when I was 10.) So … What is your earliest memory of a library? Who took you? Do you have you any funny/odd memories of the library?

Haven't done a Booking Through Thursday for a while, so I thought I try.

Let's see now: my earliest memory of the library would be the weekly Saturday trips to the Queenstown Community Library. My mother would be the one to bring us - she was an avid reader when she was younger. My dad was not much of a reader, unless you count technical manuals and travel guides.

My mother was a fan of the wuxia novels, and occasionally she would pick up some titles by Qiong Yao. There were pretty of other authors, but my mother read in Chinese exclusively.

If I recall correctly, I had my first library card when I was 5 or 6 years old, where I would be allowed to pick up four titles. I started with the Miffy picture books, then the Mr Men series, and gradually I progressed to other fiction when I grew older. There were a lot of detective storybooks devoured, and a lot of stories and picture books on the various fables, legends and myths across the world. When I was younger, I read more Chinese books. After I started Primary School, I incorporated more English books into my reading.

The Queenstown library was one of the earliest national libraries, so it was old. I remember the Children's section was on the first floor, and the Adult section was on the second floor. So my mom would give me an hour or two in the Children's section, and she would come collect me after she was done on the second floor. (Now that I think of it, it was rather negligent parenting to leave the child unattended like this.)

Back then, the second floor was like the Promised Land. When I finally started borrowing from the Adult Section, it felt like I had really grown up.

I remember my mom had a denim tote bag that she would bring with us every Saturday to the library. She used that denim bag for the library books. There were patches in the interior of the denim bag, from my mother mending the holes. When we stopped going to the library that denim bag went missing. Maybe we threw it away. Or maybe it finally gave way from the weight of all those library books.

We don't go out much as a family when I was growing up. The weekly library trips were something to look forward to, as it meant being allowed to leave the house. Sometimes, if my mom allowed it, we would stop for desserts at the hawker centre at Queenstown, or we might even drop by the supermarket.

Looking back, I think my mom was unhappy, and the books were the only thing that kept her mind occupied. She stopped reading several years ago. I borrowed her library card once when I had exceeded my loan quota and I needed to check out more books for research.

She never asked for her library card back.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Women are watching the Olympics

The New York Times has an article on how the Olympics has managed to draw a huge number of viewers who are not from the usual pool of sports fans - the women. The number is significant enough for advertisers to take note, and they have been pumping money into advertising space on the Olympics

I am one of those non-traditional sports viewer. In fact, I don't usually watch TV - but I find myself oddly drawn to the Olympics.

I find myself trying to catch the Women's Handball semi-finals on livestream today. Norway is playing South Korea (I am following the Norwegian team) The key word here is "trying" - it's been hell trying to log on. (I was unsuccessful) Right after the first half, a fan who had been watching posted that South Korea has the lead - and I was suddenly concerned. This is when it hit me: I am a fan of a sport I know nothing about until recently. D'uh.

Here's a screencap of the match. Look at the expressions.

QUIZ |What Font Are You?

[From Yogamum]



You Are Andale Mono
You are a geek, pure and simple. You spend a lot of time online.
In fact, you probably love the internet more than anyone you know.

You are picky about design, mostly for readability's sake.
You are the type most likely to be irritated by a bad font.

Cyteen II

A quick memory search tells me that it has been at least 11 years since I first read Cyteen.

Locusmag's list of Forthcoming Books announced a January 2009 release for Cyteen II: Regenesis, to be published by DAW.

*sigh* We wait.

A Little Bothered

An anonymous person left a comment (or two) today that I felt was rude and unnecessary. The same statement could have been made in a more civil manner, but the person chose to express them in a tone that was belittling.

I spent some time drafting a reply to this comment, but decided to delete everything instead - including the post in question. It just seems so much easier to just ignore everything.

I wonder though, at the anonymity of this person. Does the anonymity of the internet allow more people to be rude? Without having to meet the person face-to-face every day, without any actual consequences to the things we say to someone else, do we feel it is "safe" to express certain negative sentiments we might not be comfortable saying to our family, our friends and colleagues?

I will be wrong on this blog, because I do not have the advantage of a professional copy-writer or a fact-checker. When I am wrong, I would appreciate it if someone could point it out politely and patiently. We all live by the indulgences of others afterall. The true yardstick of a person's education and cultural refinement is not what music we listen to, or what books we read - but rather, how we conduct ourselves, the level of respect we give to one another.

Why an isolated incident offends me so much is because while I have been blogging for three years, this is the first time I have ever had a visitor that I found deliberately rude. Until now, I have been lucky, I guess.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Yoga Jazz?

Monday as usual is Power Yoga with Michelle R. She's in a good mood today. It might be the coffee she had before coming to class. After several months practicing with her, I learned that the best indicator of much you are going to suffer in class is by looking at her playlist.

Tonight Michelle outdid herself. We held Plank Pose for 1 minute and 15 seconds to jazz.

When did jazz ballad become the new yoga music?

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Phelps and Torres Medal Glories

By now everyone who's following the Olympics probably know about Michael Phelps' EIGHT gold medal.

Is this man for real? He has made Olympics history by winning his eighth gold medal for swimming, the most at a single Olympics, surpassing the legendary and seemingly untouchable mark set by Spitz in 1972. His response to his achievement was also so human and touching:

"I don't know what to feel right now. It's so emotional. All I want to do is go see my mom."

Sometimes these athletes like to remind us they are also just ordinary human beings. Eight gold medals or not, he's still the 23 year old guy with the slightly goofy smile.

Congratulations, man.

With all the media attention on Phelps's extraordinary feats, it's easy to overlook my personal hero, Dara Torres.

Torres won two more silver medals for the Women's 50m Freestyle and Women's 4 x 100m Medley Relay. She gave up the 100m Freestyle to focus on her best event, the 50m Freestyle. She wasn't looking to just perform - she was out for the gold - and she was just hundredth of a second short. [more] Just this much! This is one of those moments when you just want to scream.

How did she feel about the results for the 50m Freestyle?

"I'm competitive," Torres said. "I wanted to win a gold, but I gave it my best shot. And I'm thinking maybe I shouldn't have filed my nails last night."

She's definitely an Aries sun sign. :)

Congratulations, Dara. THREE Silver Olympic medals at 41 is awesome, no matter what.

Sidenote: Would you look at the definitions on her arms?

Friday, August 15, 2008

MEME | Seven Songs Meme

[From Moyen Age]

Rules:

  • List seven songs you are into right now.
  • No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now, shaping your spring/summer.
  • Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs.
  1. "It Was You" (acoustic version), from Melody, by Sharleen Spiteri:
    I prefer the acoustic version over the album version because it italicizes Sharleen Spiteri's sultry vocals.

  2. "The Story", from The Story, by Brandi Carlile:
    Everybody probably heard the song a hundred times since it was featured on the "Grey's Anatomy" soundtrack. It's still a favourite of mine, and I especially the part towards the end when she cast her voice for the high notes - and it crackles just a little.

  3. "Where I Stood", from On A Clear Night, by Missy Higgins:
    A more mellow piece by the Australian singer. I was listening to this song a lot when I was writing my novel-in-progress. It's about giving up a relationship that you recognise has helped you grow, yet knowing in the core of your heart that it is time to move on.
    And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
    You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
    But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
    This is what I have to do

    'Cos I don't know who I am, who I am without you
    All I know is that I should
    And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
    All I know is that I should
    'Cos she will love you more than I could
    She who dares to stand where I stood
    Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

    The pain of trying to do the right thing, even when it tears your heart trying to walk away. Knowing that though you are the one who chose to give her up, you can't ever bear to see her with somebody else.

    We are fools that way, us creatures of love.


  4. "Jumpers", from The Woods, by Sleater-Kinney:
    I've been playing Sleater-Kinney heavily on the iPod these past two months. Their songs are visceral and intense and they never fail to lift me out of a dark mood. "Jumper" has that perfect opening to how I've been feeling these days:
    I spend the afternoon in cars
    I sit in traffic jams for hours
    Don't push me
    I am not OK

    The sky is blue most every day
    The lemons grow like tumors they
    Are tiny suns infused with sour
    "Tiny suns infused with sour" - the visual and gustatory bursts in that single line. Their songs are meant to be felt.

  5. "What's Mine Is Yours", from The Woods, by Sleater-Kinney:
    I always pay attention to Corin Tucker and Carrie Brownstein's alternating guitar licks at the start of the song. It's a good example of just how in sync Tucker and Brownstein are with each other, how each compliment the other in spite of their different vocal qualities and guitar styles. To paraphrase Janet Weiss, the sheer chemistry between them help them reach for the moon.

  6. "You're No Rock n' Roll Fun", from All Hands On the Bad One, by Sleater-Kinney:
    It's a happy, popsy tune, a little playful even, especially if you watch the MTV, where the girls ham it up.

  7. "One More Hour", from Dig Me Out, by Sleater-Kinney:
    Perhaps my favourite Sleater-Kinney song ever. But you may like to check in with me a few years down the road and we'll see how I feel about it. I love the background story behind the song.

    It's a story about breaking-up, as one half of a failed relationship is moving out of the place they used to share. The girl who is leaving has trouble letting go. She leaves some stuff behind for her ex. Suddenly she cries, "Oh, you've got the darkest eyes." In the profound shade of her lover's eyes, she saw all that she once had and lost.

    I guess at one point or another, we all know that feeling of not being able to let go. This is the last song Sleater-Kinney played at their final concert - right before they went into "indefinite hiatus".


    i know it’s so hard for you to let it go,
    i know it’s so hard for you to say goodbye
    i know you need a little more time

    These lines sum up how I feel about "indefinite hiatus".

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

To Build a Body Like Dara Torres

I just googled Dara Torres's training routine and the intensity of it scared me. (Yes, I know she's an Olympic medallist. It's supposed to be intense. But still!)

To look like her (with those killer abs!) I have to do lots of crunches, core strengthening exercises, cable rotations - did I mention lots of core exercises? And pull-ups?! (Torres add 15 pounds weights to each ankle for her pull-ups!)

When I started looking at her routine more closely, I noticed there isn't much work with the weight-machines. Dara Torres's body has been trained to work more efficiently and the result is a leaner but more powerful body. She is in fact 12 pounds leaner than she was in 2000.

Her trainer set her on a series of exercises that combine elements of calisthenics, plyometrics, and yoga. (Hah! Yoga!) It is programmed to work a variety of muscles groups at once, usually starting with the core. (I'm beginning to see why my yoga teacher loves core-work so much. She's onto something.)

I'm psyching myself right now. Let this be the goal:

I'm going swimming this weekend. Really.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

What I'm Watching for the Beijing Olympics

It's annoying but I've been unable to catch the Beijing Olympics as much as I would like to. We don't have the sports channel on cable, and since I don't normally watch TV, it really seem like an unnecessary expense.

I've always preferred watching the water sports, especially swimming and diving. Even sychronized swimming has a certain allure. Something about the combination of grace, strength and speed in water - it fascinates me. (But knowing me, it could also be all that sculpted bodies in wet swimsuits. The broadness of the shoulders, the tight waist and powerful thighs - so pleasing to the eyes. But I digress.)

A while back, I read about how Dara Torres qualified for the Olympics at the age of 41 - beating her own 2000 Olympics record for the 50m freestyle. With 9 Olympic medals behind her, she has nothing to prove - except that she can still go further. The sheer determination and focus of this woman is awe-inspiring. I knew I had to watch her for the Beijing Olympics.

Well, her and Michael Phelps. :) (I think Phelps is going to win more gold before the Olympics is over)

Congratulations to Dara Torres and her team-mates for winning the silver medal for the Women's 4 x 100m Freestyle Relay [NY Times]. This silver makes it Torres's 10th Olympic medals.

And good luck to you, Dara, for the 50m Freestyle. I'm rooting for you. I also want to have a body like yours when I'm 40.

Dara Torres, by the way, is not the oldest woman competing in the 2008 Beijing Olympics. French cyclist, Jeannie Longo, is 49.

Anyone else feel like they should be exercising right now?

Sheesh. These Librarians are Nuts

[From the New Yorker's Book Bench]

In New Zealand, Librarian issues challenge: Beat me at Guitar Hero, and get your library fines waived.

I kid you not. Read the full story.

QUIZ | What Tarot Card are You?

[From Yogamum]


You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

From the New York Times...

Geoff Dyer writes about Haruki Murakami's What Do I Talk About When I Talk About Running.

[Read the review]

My copy of the book is still stuck on the slow boat. *sigh*

Monday, August 11, 2008

Dwarf Hamsters Love

[from Cute Overload]

I used to breed Roborovski dwarf hamsters. I love waking every morning to see these little furballs cuddled up together in a moshpit just like the picture below.

[ Click to Enlarge ]

Friday, August 08, 2008

On NPR's 'You Must Read This' feature...

Siri Hustvedt talks about Nightwood:

But the wonder of Nightwood is not only stylistic. It lies in the range and depth of feeling the words convey. There is irony here and humor, too, but in the end, the novel is a hymn to the dispossessed, the misbegotten and those who love too much. At one time or another, I suspect that those adjectives describe most of us.

A part of me was amused by Djuna Barnes' reply to Siri Hustvedt's letter. It offered a shadow of a glimpse into the cryptic mind of Djuna Barnes - though it answered nothing about how she came to live and die a recluse, in a tiny apartment in Greenwich Village.

One afternoon, that same spring, I found myself sitting next to an elderly woman on the subway. She looked down at the volume in my lap, and said, "Oh, Djuna Barnes. I know her. Would you like to write to her?" She gave me the author's address, and I sat down to write a page-long testament to the power of Nightwood.

A year and a half later, I received a reply: "Your letter," Barnes wrote, "has given me great difficulty."

That was all. A couple of months later, I read in the newspaper that the 90-year-old Barnes was dead. I realized that her letter to me must have been one of the last things she wrote.

Sometimes it frustrates me to keep reading these tributes to books I want to read, but has yet to read.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Herodotus in a Flowered Shirt

Was just pointed to this New Yorker article on Herodotus:

Herodotus, by contrast, always seemed a bit of a sucker. Whatever his desire, stated in his Preface, to pinpoint the “root cause” of the Persian Wars (the rather abstract word he uses, aitiē, savors of contemporary science and philosophy), what you take away from an initial encounter with the Histories is not, to put it mildly, a strong sense of methodical rigor. With his garrulous first-person intrusions (“I have now reached a point at which I am compelled to declare an opinion that will cause offense to many people”), his notorious tendency to digress for the sake of the most abstruse detail (“And so the Athenians were the first of the Hellenes to make statues of Hermes with an erect phallus”), his apparently infinite susceptibility to the imaginative flights of tour guides in locales as distant as Egypt (“Women urinate standing up, men sitting down”), reading him was like—well, like having an embarrassing parent along on a family vacation. All you wanted to do was put some distance between yourself and him, loaded down as he was with his guidebooks, the old Brownie camera, the gimcrack souvenirs—and, of course, that flowered polyester shirt.

Will continue reading The Histories this weekend - because right now, I have no time.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

Random Patti Smith Post

Photo Credits: Annie Leibovitz

[ Photo by Annie Leibovitz]


From pattismith.net: coffeebreak dated 27 July 2008.

Patti Smith, on what she packed while in Europe:

Certain important things I placed in my shoulder sack: A small eighteenth century icon given to me by Edward Boyakov, wrapped in a length of brown linen. My passport and wad of Euros. A reporter style moleskin notebook, 3 packs of 667 Polaroid film, a worn copy of The Master and Margarita and a tin of aspirin.

Friday, August 01, 2008

'FESS UP FRIDAY | Reading Mrs Craddock

I can't wait for things to settle down soon. Hopefully that will mean some breathing space to actually get words down on the page. Or am I just making excuses for myself? I could probably write more if I can just stay off the internet, off Facebook.

I decided I do have time to go to the library this week. On a whim I just decided I need to read Louise Erdrich's The Plague of Doves. I have been meaning to read her books for years. The reviewers always praise her language, her distinct voice.

I've also finally picked up A River Runs Through It by Norman Maclean, a book I have read about several years ago, but never found the time.

Most of all, I was seized with the need to read Mrs Craddock. For research, I tell myself. Mrs Craddock is Maugham's story of unequal love in a marriage.

How often do we fall in love - and realise the other party do not love us the way we would like them to?

Sharleen Spiteri Kicks Paris Hilton's Ass

Well, not literally. But Sharleen Spiteri is so cool!


The Tavern


All day I think about it, then at night I say it.
Where did I come from, and what am I supposed to be doing?
I have no idea.
My soul is from elsewhere, I'm sure of that,
And I intend to end up there.

This drunkenness began in some other tavern.
When I get back around to that place,
I'll be completely sober. Meanwhile,
I'm like a bird from another continent, sitting in this aviary.
The day is coming when I fly off,
But who is it now in my ear who hears my voice?
Who says words with my mouth?

Who looks out with my eyes? What is the soul?
I cannot stop asking.
If I could taste one sip of an answer,
I could break out of this prison for drunks.
I didn't come here of my own accord, and I can't leave that way.
Whoever brought me here will have to take me home.

This poetry. I never know what I'm going to say.
I don't plan it.
When I'm outside the saying of it, I get very quiet and rarely speak at all.

We have a huge barrel of wine, but no cups.
That's fine with us. Every morning
We glow and in the evening we glow again.

They say there's no future for us. They're right.
Which is fine with us.


~ Jalaluddin Rumi
Translation: Coleman Barks with John Moyne, 1995


[found this on 3quarksdaily]

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Is Reading Really Good for You?

PopMatters is running a series of excerpts from The Solitary Vice: Against Reading, written by Mikita Brottman and published by PopMatters with Counterpoint Press. Some of us will find what the book says rather familiar. Are our lives truly enriched by reading? Or are we merely feeding into an addiction that ruins our eyesight? Imagine the amount of space I would have around the house, if I don't read...

Should he give free rein to his desires, the bibliomaniac can ruin his life, along with the lives of his loved ones. He’ll often take better care of his books than of his own health; he’ll spend more on fiction than he does on food; he’ll be more interested in his library than in his relationships, and, since few people are prepared to live in a place where every available surface is covered with piles of books, he’ll often find himself alone, perhaps in the company of a neglected and malnourished cat. When he dies, all but forgotten, his body might fester for days before a curious neighbor grows concerned about the smell.

[To read more]

PS: PopMatters also has a series on secondhand bookstores.

Eco Interview

From The Paris Review, Issue 185, Summer 2008.

INTERVIEWER

Have you read The Da Vinci Code?

ECO

Yes, I am guilty of that too.

INTERVIEWER

That novel seems like a bizarre little offshoot of Foucault’s Pendulum.

ECO

The author, Dan Brown, is a character from Foucault’s Pendulum! I invented him. He shares my characters’ fascinations—the world conspiracy of Rosicrucians, Masons, and Jesuits. The role of the Knights Templar. The hermetic secret. The principle that everything is connected. I suspect Dan Brown might not even exist.

More here

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Muppet Habanera

Stole this from the duck thief (Thanks! Everybody needs to see this!)

YOGA | Hanoi's Coming Back!

Okay, this needs some explanation.

One of my favourite yoga teacher left the studio last year to teach in Thailand. But he's coming back this October for the Singapore Sun Festival - and he's teaching Anusara classes! Awesome!

SHAUN "HANOI" HANNOCKS
Saturday 25 Oct - Sunday 26 Oct • Various Times

Already teaching and practising yoga for many years, Shaun discovered the heart opening practice of Anusara Yoga in 2006. In 2007, John Friend, the Founder of Anusara Yoga, invited Shaun to study with him on scholarship in Tokyo. Anusara means “flowing with grace” and since then Shaun has been using the Universal Principles of Alignment and the Heart Opening Focus of Anusara Yoga to deepen his practice and his teaching. Shaun is now based in Koh Samui Thailand, teaching at Absolute Sanctuary, Thailand’s Premiere Detox & Yoga Center.

Date: Saturday 25 October
Instructor: Shaun “Hanoi” Hannocks

Time Workshop
0830 – 1000 Introduction to Anusara Yoga: Flowing with the Heart
1030 – 1230 The Dance of the Five Elements
1400 – 1600 Shri, Beauty. See the Beauty in Everything, Transform Your Life

Date: Sunday 26 October
Instructor: Shaun “Hanoi” Hannocks

Time Workshop
0830 – 1000 Indulge in the Bliss of Backbends
1030 – 1230 Celebration of Self
1400 – 1600 Expanding Your Energy from Inside Out


Full details here

Except that I probably will not be around in October.

With the way things are going though, I might still be around for Christmas. I hate this uncertainty. If I know for certain that I will still be around in October, I am definitely signing up for his classes. It would be great to see him again.

Most of all, it would be great to immense myself in the Anusara practice again.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

'FESS UP FRIDAY | What Do the Characters Want?

Michelle Paradise wrote, produced and starred in the Logo TV series, "Exes & Ohs". She has a series of video blogs centered around the series, and recently she talked about the writing process behind "Exes & Ohs".

One of the things she talked about was figuring out, "What do the characters want?" - either personally or professionally - and how they go about achieving that. Once you have that figured out, the story falls into place.

Which is sort of my problem right now.

I don't actually know what my characters want. In fact, right now the two lead characters are at a crossroad romantically and professionally. I don't quite know how to proceed.

Yeah, this 'Fess Up is LATE.


Talk to the Hand Because The Face Stopped Listening

While I've heard it earlier on the grapevine, the official word has only been announced today: my posting to Dubai has been delayed. Again. To September.

Yeah. Right.

First they said I was supposed to fly out 1st August. Then it was 18th August. Now 15th September. At this rate, I will still be around for Christmas. To think that I finally started packing last week. (Okay, so all I did was drag out my old backpack and put 4 blouses in. That's still packing)

My next post on Dubai will be when I am actually in the country itself. The whole deal is so anti-climatic I'm not even going to bother posting about it anymore. *grumble*

What a f**king waste of time. (Yes, I know it's not really their fault - but still!)

Monday, July 28, 2008

YOGA | I Have What It Takes, Because I Practice

I'm back on the mat today. With all the training last week I had to miss a few days of practice. Even though I have no control over some aspects of my life at the moment - the Dubai issue being the biggest bugbear of no control - at least for my yoga practice, I hope things can be more settled.

Tonight's Power Yoga with Michelle is challenging without the "boot-camp" intensity. She's playing her usual traditional music CD during class, so it's indicative of a more meditative mood for the evening. When she plays Beyonce or hip-hop, I worry.

I was a little edgy when I came to class this evening. I was angry and frustrated again about how some people chooses not to share important information.

I know learning to live with the people we do not like is one of the foundations of a spiritual practice. Or, as one of my yoga teacher once said to me, "Yoga is about working with your likes and dislikes." But sometimes - there are just people whose character you just cannot admire. I'm trying to be mature about it - but it feels like I'm at the losing end of it all. I just want to live an ethical, compassionate life. I want to do no harm – but often I wonder if the price is to be a victim to bullies.

*Breathes deeply* I can weather through this sort of petty behaviour. I know it. I have the emotional strength and courage built through my practice. I have what it takes to rise above this narrow-mindedness.

Right before we closed our practice tonight, Michelle asked the class to think about why we practice. If our practice do not make us a better person, a kinder person, a less stressful person – then why are we practicing yoga?

Dinner with Friends

[Cross-posted at A Stranger a Strange Land]

Last Sunday, I met up with a couple of old friends from school (has it really been about 9 years since we graduated?) We had dinner at Original Sins - the Mediterranean vegetarian restaurant that proves just how flavourful and sinful vegetarian cuisine can truly be. I love that place. It will be one of the things I will miss when I leave the country. Will I ever find anything just as wonderful as Original Sins?

Meanwhile, some food porn:




On a more irrelevant and irreverent note, we spotted this sign outside the public toilet. They have an award for joyous toilets.

Oh, do share: What is the criteria for a "Happy" toilet? Does it do the happy Snoopy Dance? WHAT THE HELL IS A HAPPY TOILET????!



Ladies and Gentlemen, this is my home - where we have happy toilets.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

My Training for Dubai

Miss Laxative tells me I need to blog more. So.

This past week has been so overwhelming that I haven't had much time for yoga class, to read or to write. The training for my stint in Dubai has been a crash-course, trying to pack months of training into 16 hours. It is unrealistic and I barely have time to absorb a lot of what was taught. And along the way my trainers and I would often look at each other, and ask: "Is this even irrelevant for Dubai?" "No?" "Then why do they want you to learn this?"

Thankfully I had good trainers who are patient and who don't try to insult my intelligence.

Well, not too much. When I make mistakes they do laugh. A lot of the humour this week was at my expense. My ego has been reduced to the size of a tomato after this week. (Why a tomato? Because they are small and red and edible.)

I learned the lesson a long time ago: that when you're learning something new, it's easier to be able to set aside your ego, and be willing to laugh at yourself screwing up. Besides, it was funny watching me fumble like a child. :)

That, and the fact my trainer had to scold me for my itchy fingers - when my trainer's back was turned, I happily started to click on unknown functions on the computer system. Isn't that how you learn? By trial and error and trying new things? Well, if clicking on the wrong function can erase all sales history and potentially freeze the entire system - NO.

You know that joke about famous last words? "I wonder what will happen if I pull this lever...?"

Training me is an uphill task. I'm so glad I don't have to train myself. :)

Friday, July 25, 2008

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Keeping Cool

[Cross-posted at A Stranger in a Strange Land]

This blog has been quiet for a while, so I thought I would upload a picture.

This is a gift from Miss Laxative. I suppose it's her idea of how to keep cool in Dubai. (My friends and their sense of humour)

Thanks. Heh. :\


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A little post, a little update

It's been a hectic week. I slept little and I barely had time to blog or read - hence the lack of responses to your comments recently. Sorry.

The upside for the week: I did manage to catch up with some friends last week.

Last Friday was a great night for friends. Alice gave us the "progress report" on her pregnancy. Leslie gave us the report on his rejected marriage proposal to his fiancee (she's a smart one, this girl). And Tinny said she was going to bring durians.

(For the uninitiated, durian is a type of tropical fruit with a hard, thorny outer shell, and a creamy flesh inside. It's has an intense, pungent smell that turns off a lot of people. But we love it.)

Tinn thought about what I would miss most in Dubai, and she decided on durians - the King of Fruits with the bitter-sweet creaminess that is so much a part of what we know as Home.

I'm often negligent, too caught up in my own world to notice the people around me. So sometimes I'm just caught off-guard by the lightest gesture of love and friendship. Tinn's consideration was one of those reminders of how lucky I am to have these people as my friends.

As for the rest of the weekend: I managed to catch a few movies - Hellboy 2, Red Cliff and The Dark Knight.

Heath Ledger totally crawled into the skin of The Joker in this one. Who are they going to cast as the Joker now that he's claimed the role? Maybe it's because I really liked Jeph Loeb's Batman run on The Long Halloween - Two-Face is one of my favourite Batman villain. (And if you're interested, the Absolute Batman: The Long Halloween has an introduction by Christopher Nolan (director of The Dark Knight himself!)

A moment of literary confession: I should be reading Dubai Explorer: The Complete Residents' Guide right now. It's pertinent research afterall - but I would much rather read The Idiot.

I'm reading The Idiot slowly - not because I'm not enjoying the novel, but because I enjoy it immensely. I would read a scene and I find it necessary to reach for a pencil, or Post-It notepads - to make notes. Sometimes I would read something so interesting I just have to stop - and think. Then the mind just takes itself into other places until you lose track of your reading.

You see why not reading this book fast is a very good thing? It's a delicious book.

Finally, for everyone who's asking: Dubai might still happen - again, I'm not getting worked up until I see the air ticket. We might have to be there right before Ramadan though - which means we have the hottest season to look forward to. Oh. Joy. :(

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Monday, July 21, 2008

Emma Thompson's Proust Questionnaire Answers

I stumbled (if one can stumble online) onto the Vanity Fair Proust Questionaire with Emma Thompson.

When asked, "What is the quality you most like in a man?" - she replied, "Uxoriousness."

I admit - I have no idea what that means. I now stand in awe of her vocabulary.

But most of all, I admire her answer to this question:

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

Then who would I be?

Because no matter how flawed we are, we are all that we are.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Books I Feel I Need to Buy

I know some of you will laugh when you read this. For the past month I've been trying NOT to buy anymore books.

The way I figured it: If I'm really leaving the country for a year, I wouldn't be able to read them anyway. It's just not practical to ship books over. So, why buy books? In fact I've also stopped going to the library, in case I forget to return them and come back with a massive overdue fines.

But for books, it's always more than just about the reading of them. For many of us, there is the compulsion to possess - you guys know what I'm talking about. Last week I've picked up two books I had my eyes on: Wild, by Jay Griffiths (I have been waiting for the paperback after reading about it in The Guardian), and Nancy Mitford's Love in a Cold Climate and Other Novels, recommended by Ovidia. (Can you believe my local library do not have a copy available for this title?)

But I have more. Here's a picture of a small stack of books I have been keeping on reservation - waiting for the day I bring them home:


List of books, from the top:

  1. Stoner, John Williams
  2. Afloat, Guy De Maupassant
  3. The Summer Book, Tove Jansson (NYRB Classics)
  4. A Winter Book, Tove Jansson
  5. The Summer Book, Tove Jansson
    (I'm still of two-minded on whether I should pick up the UK edition, published by Sort Of Books instead of the NYRB edition. Sort Of Books has published Tova Jansson's A Winter Book, The Summer Book and Fair Play, with foreword by Ali Smith. As a collection they make a nice set. But my personal partiality to NYRB is making it difficult to choose. Even with books we have brand affiliation.)
  6. The Italian, Ann Radcliffe (Oneworld Classics edition)

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Feist ! On Sesame Street!

Can Leslie Feist be any cooler? First her gig on Colbert - now on the most awesome show ever - Sesame Street! I want to be on Sesame Street!

Feist's guest-appearance (Singing with muppet chickens, monsters and penguins! Awesome!) was supposed to premiere August 11, but the clip was leaked online. So, here's a Youtube video of Feist counting to 4.

I can't tell you how many times I've replayed the video. :)

Monday, July 14, 2008

Sharleen Spiteri's Melody is Out!

"People are really surprised about how different the album sounds to Texas stuff. There are influences I’ve been able to explore on this album which never really fitted into Texas. Texas were a guitar-based band, kinda in-your-face, whereas this is more about the intimacy of the vocals. It’s perhaps a more feminine sound… and because I produced the album myself, it was made very differently to how a Texas album was made."

Saturday, July 12, 2008

It's a lazy Saturday and I have dinner plans later in the evening with some colleagues. Yes, I'm still doing the farewell meet-up with friends. Sometimes one have to reflect with a certain degree of irony - that for all my anti-social habits, I actually have a lot of friends.

I'm reading The Idiot right now. There is something about Dostoevsky that I find soothing. It says something about my own life when I confess that I recognise his tortured characters, their passionate intensity. That moment when The Prince sees the portrait of Natasya Filippovna for the very first time, and he recognises the suffering in her - that connection through suffering - I think I understand.

I want to take it slow today, after a hectic week. Hope everyone have a nice weekend rest.

BOOKS | The Making of a Chef

The Making of a Chef by Michael Ruhlman

In 1996, writer Michael Ruhlman decided to enrol in the Culinary Institute of America. His goal is to get the insider's scope in the process of becoming a cook. He transplanted his family to New York so that he could attend the culinary classes. What should have been a personal account of the process thankfully stopped one-third into the book, and he began focusing on the other people in the story: the other students, the teaching staff. For me, the most interesting part of the book are the stories of the real chefs – the teachers of the CIA: men and women who had served the line, and are now in the CIA imparting what they have learned.

The turning point in the book came during a great blizzard that coincided with the tests at the CIA. Ruhlman was one hour late that day, and he left earlier later to avoid the snow. The next day he called in to his Skills instructor, Chef Pardus, that he was going to skip the test because of the snow.

Over the phone, when Pardus said something that affected Ruhlman. Pardus told Ruhlman that perhaps he was just "cut from a different cloth" – a statement that shamed Ruhlman. It came with the implication that Ruhlman was just not cut out to be a chef.

That was when the question of what maketh a chef is truly explored. For me, this is when the book really started being interesting. For what defines a chef?

As Chef Pardus later explains to Michael Ruhlman:

"Part of what we're training students to be here is chefs—and when chefs have to be somewhere, they get there. …

"Chefs are the people who are working on Thanksgiving and Christmas, when everyone else is partying," he said. "Or at home with their family."

For chefs like Pardus, they believe that chefs are the stoic heroes. They are the ones who get things done despite the circumstances.

To be a chef is more than a training, or learning the skills. Along the way, Ruhlman finds himself evolving; his action becomes more efficient - for example, he makes less trips between the wardrobe to his suitcase when he packs, he plans the shortest route in advance when he's out for errands. To be a chef is to embrace a whole philosophy - a whole "ethics" of being. Which is why it is more than a job - it is a calling.

One comes out of this book with a greater respect for a chef.

Friday, July 11, 2008

YOGA | Buddhists Not Buddhas

First: a thank you note to all who commented on the earlier post on S. I messaged her earlier and she wrote back to say she's fine, and not to worry. The surgery was successful. She's been discharged. Now I just hope she heals well.

And thank you to the friend who read my earlier post and messaged to reassure me that S. is okay. You know who you are. :)

So, onto one of my favourite topic: yoga and the dharma, because I am suddenly feeling a little self-conscious about that earlier post.

I received an email from a friend earlier, directing me to a blog post by a fellow yogini who practices at our yoga studio. The post had a link to this David Swenson message:

Just because we practice yoga does not mean that we are yogis. I think that a mistake we all make is to think that the world of yoga will be any different than the rest of the world. In fact, in some ways I believe that yoga tends to amplify who we are. The practice of yoga, or any discipline of self-exploration, is something like tilling the soil to prepare a garden. The practice brings fertility into our being, but our maturity as a practitioner is determined by what we plant in our garden. If we choose to plant an ego, we can grow an even bigger one than the average person.

Just because some of us call ourselves Buddhists, it doesn't mean we are enlightened or even particularly wise. Some of us in fact, continue to gossip, to backstab our co-workers, to envy, to hate - we continue to behave badly, like normal human beings. Practicing yoga doesn't make you a better person - but if that's where you want to be - yoga can point the way. You have to walk there yourself though.

Buddha said his teachings is like the finger pointing to the moon - but you shouldn't mistake the finger for the moon. Maybe Buddha never actually said this - maybe somebody else said it, and they just attributed it to Buddha to make it sound better. My point is: Nothing should be taken for granted in our spiritual practice.

Some of us think once we are "signed on" - we are guaranteed for spiritual attainment. Not true. Like Swenson said: we reap what we bring to the practice, and I believe some of us have met some major assholes who claim to be yogis. They brag about which famous yoga teachers they have studied with, and how their chosen style of yoga is better than others. I once met a guy who bragged to me about a meditation retreat he's been to. Duh. Who brags about a meditation retreat?

The ego has is a tricky bugger, and it always manages to creep up when I least expects it. I set out with the best of intentions, and only on hindsight - and sometimes, with a nugget of self-awareness - I realise I am really just serving my own interest.

'FESS UP FRIDAY | Work the Heat

I've finally finished reading Kitchen Confidential - which is fun for research, especially the chapter where Bourdain writes about one day in the life of an executive chef. It's practically a walk-through for me.

Now the real test is whether I can write a scene of a restaurant kitchen on full service convincingly. The chaos, the adrenaline, the heat and camaraderie and feuding between line cooks, their runners and all the while telling a story about these characters, their relationship with each other.

Why is writing this scene important? I ask myself. Because it sets my sous-chef in her natural environment. Here is a well-brought up young woman, educated - something of an artist and a thinker. She enjoys all the advantages of her upbringing, yet something made her choose to work as a chef.

I'm using this story as a way of thinking through one of those questions I like to think about: what leads us to the choices in our lives? When everything in our life points in one direction, there are some of us who would choose another.

But first - how to write the scene? I need to think this through.

Penguin Great Ideas Series Three

11 July 2008 - Just an update on an earlier post: The full covers for the third series of Penguin Great Ideas are finally available online via Flickr

Penguin first launched their Great Ideas series in 2004. The concept is to take extracts of great books that have shaped thoughts and societies through history, and publish them in pocket-sized booklets priced at £4.99 each.

The first series proved so popular that in 2005, the second series of Penguin Great Ideas was released. There are 20 titles in each series - nuggets of ideas from philosphers, thinkers, writers - such as Friedrich Nietzsche, Michel de Montaigne, Henry David Thoreau and Confucius.

In August 2008, Penguin UK will launch the third - and probably the final - series of Great Ideas. The series will be launched at a later date in the US.

List of titles on the Penguin Great Ideas Series Three:

  1. A Confession, Leo Tolstoy
  2. The Sickness Unto Death, Soren Kierkegaard
  3. Some Anatomies of Melancholy, Robert Burton
  4. Man Alone with Himself, Friedrich Nietzsche
  5. The Evils of Revolution, Edmund Burke
  6. Concerning Violence, Frantz Fanon
  7. The Significance of the Frontier in American History, Frederick Jackson Turner
  8. The Future of an Illusion, Sigmund Freud
  9. The Invisible Hand, Adam Smith
  10. Useful Work V. Useless Toil, William Morris
  11. The Fastidious Assassins, Albert Camus
  12. The Spectacle of the Scaffold, Michel Foucault
  13. In Consolation to His Wife, Plutarch
  14. An Appeal to the Toiling, Oppressed and Exhausted Peoples of Europe, Leon Trotsky
  15. The Lamp of Memory, John Ruskin
  16. Human Happiness, Blaise Pascal
  17. Nature, Ralph Waldo Emerson
  18. Days of Reading, Marcel Proust
  19. The Work of Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproduction, Walter Benjamin
  20. Books V. Cigarettes, George Orwell

Personally, I'm curious about Orwell's Books V. Cigarettes, where he ponders this dilemma: does he spends more money on reading or smoking? He explore everything from the perils of second-hand bookshops (sounds famiiar, anyone?) to the dubious profession of being a critic, from freedom of the press to what patriotism really means.

I'm also interested in Proust's Days of Reading, because, can we ever get enough of Old Marcel? (Actually, there are days when I just want to smack that snobbish little prig) In this essay, Proust explores all the pleasures that we take from books, as well as explaining the beauty of Ruskin and his work, and the joys of losing yourself in literature as a child.

Oh, I'm feeling the vapours just from the description. Must buy!

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

JULY WoYo | July 8th 2008

I just found out that one of my colleague S. is on hospitalisation leave. She is keeping the details of her condition private, so as much as we are worried and concerned, we also need to respect her right to privacy.

I found out about the hospitalisation through a phone message this evening. I was making my way to Ashtanga class, and I just decided to check my mobile phone for messages. The news caught me off guard. We knew S. has been going to the doctor for some medical tests the past few months - but again, because she has kept it out of the workplace, I feel I do not have the right to ask.

I wish there is something I could do. I like S. I wish I could help. I guess this is where I am not a very good Buddhist, because I feel S. deserves better - and this shouldn't be happening to her. I can't bring myself to accept that bad things like illness happens.

Right before yoga class, I spoke to a mutual friend about S. The friend pointed out that S. isn't as strong as she liked to pretend she is. She has a lot of people who cares about her, but she has problem allowing them to be there for her. You don't want to force your concern on them and get in their face. They have enough to deal with. But you also wish there is something you can do.

It should be about them - not what you want for them.

I was in the bathroom right before yoga class, and for a brief moment, I lost control of my emotions; I cried - a little. I'm not even sure why. I don't even know what's happening to S. exactly.

They say prayer helps, even when the intended party has no idea they are being prayed for. A part of me wonders if we need to believe this because praying allows us at least, to pretend that we are doing something.

Do I have so little faith? Maybe. What do I have faith in? And why is this a WoYo post?

All I know is that there are different ways of praying. I also believe we need to be able to pray, because we need to believe there is a way of communicating with something larger than ourselves.

All I know is that this evening, when I was waiting for my yoga teacher to come to class, all I could think about was what my Anusara teacher once taught us, about making our practice something larger than ourselves.

So tonight, my practice is dedicated to S. If there is any benefits in my practice, may it all go to you.

Because I don't know what else is there I can do.

Monday, July 07, 2008

Pratchett Interview

Neil Gaiman talks to Terry Pratchett. And Pratchett reads odd stuff.

To be a writer is to read - and whenever Terry and I talk we compare reading matter. 'I'm reading A Midwife's Tale: the Life of Martha Ballard Based on her Diary, 1785-1812 edited by Laurel Ulrich,' says Terry. 'Martha Ballard was a real-life Granny Weatherwax. She was a good midwife but you don't read it for that. You read it for the other things you can learn from it: about how a colonial settlement was run by the women while the men were away at war, and the men thinking that they were making all the decisions and running the country when in fact they weren't. I'm also reading Six Thousand Years of Bread: its Holy and Unholy History, and a history of false teeth.'

A history of bread. And a history of false teeth. Yet, it makes sense, somehow.

New Wolverine Promo

{via SuperheroHype.com}

Hugh Jackman in white tank-top. I don't recall the claws being that BIG...


X-Men Origins: Wolverine, scheduled for May, 2009 release.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

'FESS UP FRIDAY | Random Anecdote

In lieu of an actual 'Fess Up, I offer something tangential - which is the way I function, really.

Several years back I was at the supermarket with my friend, Ana. A couple of us arranged for a movie marathon at her place and we swung by the supermarket for provisions. We were paying at the cashier, when Ana, looking through our purchases, expressed her surprise that I did not pick up any snacks for myself.

"Don't you eat?" she exclaimed, totally baffled.

"I eat," I replied.

"Just three square meals? No snacks? No junk food? Are you on some kind of diet? Are you anorexic?"

"I do eat."

"Do you know in all the time I've known you, I have never seen you eat, ever?"

"I eat," I insisted.

This minor episode found its way into my story about existential rock-star vampires. One of the character, Seth, would remark to a mysterious woman in leather jacket and sunglasses, that he has never seen her eat. Ever.

The mysterious woman in the leather jacket and sunglasses, who goes by the name, Noir, would reply matter of factly, "I eat."

Later in story, Seth and his friends would be attacked by two goth-punks infected by vampiric blood. Noir would tear through the throats of those goth-punks, and she would feed on their blood. Right before she collapses from her injuries, she would turn to Seth, and she would say to him:

"Told you I eat."

Which says something about how all the little things in our lives are fodder for fiction.

By the way, I did not work on my story about the sous-chef this week. Instead, I revisited one of my old stories, the one about the existential vampires (with the awful working title: "Orpheus Sings the Guitar Electric". Now you know the source behind the name of this blog)

I was in a morose state of mind the whole week, which is exactly the state of mind that would want to write a story about angsty vampires who also happen to be rock-gods. Since we are throwing in random information: the Dark Orpheus is actually a prized guitar used by one of the characters in the story.

Which might also tell you something.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Shambhala Sun Feature on Yoga and the Dharma

This month's (July 2008) issue of Shambhala Sun focuses on Yoga and Dharma - and it asks the important question: is this the best combination for the mind-body practice?

I do not possess the wisdom to speak for everyone if a combination of dharma and yoga is the BEST practice. I speak only for myself when I say that the two builds on each other, and allows a stronger foundation for a person's (well, me) emotional and spiritual growth. I can't imagine separating yoga and the dharma, because they are so inexplicably linked in my own experiences.

You can of course guess how well I take to this current issue's theme. One of my favourite segment is Andrea Miller's profile of five teachers (Cyndi Lee, Frank Jude Boccio, Sarah Powers, Jill Satterfield and Phillip Moffitt) who combine hatha yoga with Buddhist meditation.

I quote from Sarah Powers, who talks about a body versus mind-based approach:

"Coming through the doorway of the body, people eventually realize they have a mind that needs attention and, coming through the doorway of the mind, they eventually realize they have a body that is going to be either an obstacle of a support. Both directions point to their opposite, but more people become freer with just mind-based practices than become freer with just body-based practices. There are more pitfalls for body-based people. There's a tendency to do body practices to stay thin, have tight buns, and get attention for doing certain postures--egocentric motivations stemming from not knowing oneself truly. Eventually, as a yoga community we tap into deeper truths, but it's slower if they're not in the yoga room to start with. And they need to be there, because it's not really yoga if it doesn't involve the heart and mind."

I take this to heart: "it's not really yoga if it doesn't involve the heart and mind."


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Sidenote: A previous issue of Shambhala Sun also featured an interview with singer k.d. lang on her music and her Tibetan Buddhist practice. The interview is now available online.

Friday, July 04, 2008

Taking a Break on 4th of July

It's the 4th of July, and I believe some of you out there get a day's rest. :)

I took a day off today. I'm hoping to run some errands (eg. develop at least 12 passport-sized photos in case I need them - for the Dubai work permit, residential visa etc). The jury is still out on going over. Meanwhile I'm still preparing for the trip, but also mentally preparing myself in case it doesn't work out.

It sucks being left in the limbo like that. People have tried explaining to me it's not their fault. It was the circumstances. Yes, they are not responsible for the circumstance - but they are responsible for the manner in which they handled the situation. The very lack of transparency is what pisses me off. That these people who you work for are willing to shuffle you around and drain every last drop of you - and they don't believe in honest communication. That their reservation for NOT giving you the full facts is: they are afraid you might change your mind about going to Dubai.

WTF.

They expect me to put one year of my life on hold for them. Of course I need the facts to make an informed decision. Do they think my life doesn't matter?

But enough about stupid employers.

I'm also hoping to get some reading done today. Maybe even blog something about The Making of a Chef, which I found very useful. I will probably continue reading Kitchen Confidential, and some of the comics trade paperback I bought a while back. Later in the evening I will probably drop by for yoga class.

I just want to take a break right now.

GRAPHIC NOVELS CHALLENGE | Closing

I'm trying to streamline my challenges and reading right now. We have just entered July and I barely made a dent in the Russian Reading Challenge. I am also highly skeptical that I would have time for more challenges for 2008 either.

Since I've technically finished the 6 graphic novels required for Dewey's The Graphic Novel Challenge, I've decided to close on it. Just to settle the books.



[To Read 6 Graphic Novels from January 2008 to December 2008]

Completed for the challenge:


  1. Welcome to Tranquility Vol. 1 • Gail Simone & Neil Googe
  2. Manhunter: Unleashed • Marc Andreyko et al
  3. Birds of Prey: Dead of Winter • Gail Simone e al
  4. Batman: The Killing Joke (The Deluxe Edition) • Alan Moore & Brian Bolland
  5. Checkmate: Fall of the Wall • Greg Rucka, Joe Bennett & Chris Samnee
  6. B.P.R.D. Killing Ground • Mike Mignola, John Arcudi & Guy Davis
  7. The Question: The Five Books of Blood • Greg Rucka
  8. Buffy the Vampire Slayer: No Future For You • Brian K. Vaugh, Georges Jeanty & Joss Whedon
  9. Hellboy: Darkness Calls • Mike Mignola & Duncan Fegredo

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